you put your right hand in, you put your left hand out

In the AC, as well as others, we tend (read: love) to recognize, thank, and praise donors. It encourages more competition donations, right? Parish newsletters enumerate donations at various levels; dioceses do this as well. Look around any parish and you will notice several plaques all over the sanctuaries (look on stained-glass windows, pews, paintings) and halls. They can be found on the altar table; and names are engraved even on chalices. Everybody knows what was given by whom (even if the person’s name is forgotten after a couple of generations, but never mind . . .).

Okay, this is obviously not an Armenian parish,
but you get the picture.

They have no reward in heaven. If you think I am being harsh, I am not—Christ is just telling it like it is.

“Beware of practicing your piety before men in order to be seen by them; for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven. “Thus, when you give alms, sound no trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may be praised by men. Truly, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you give alms, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your alms may be in secret; and your Father who sees in secret will reward you. (Mt. 6:1ff.)

I think it comes down to a fundamental issue of faith. Do I really believe that I will be rewarded in heaven for what I have given during my life on earth? If I do, does it not follow that I would want to donate as anonymously as possible? Why, then, would I put my name on a wall, engrave it on a chalice, ... ? Even when the plate is passed, do I look at what the other person is putting in it (forget the fact that it is usally a dollar, regardless of the financial position of the parishioner)? Do I care if others see what we are putting in? I appreciate the practice of the Coptic Church (and perhaps others) that use a bag into which the people place their closed fist with whatever they are giving. Did the person to the right of me just put in a dollar or a wad of one hundred dollar bills?

I believe that the clergy have an obligation to explain this very simple concept to their people, since I think that many do not even know (read: have not read Mt. 6) of what they are robbing themselves.

Last word: we have no reward in heaven when we receive it on earth. When you give, the choice is yours: where do we want your reward to be? 

money and nakedness

In a recent conversation regarding financial matters of a parish, I brought up the idea of tithing.  My example was: let’s say the parish has 200 dues-paying members, and the average household income is (very conservatively in this case) $30,000, then if every member contributed 10% of the gross income (only $3,000 per family per year, $250 per month), the parish would receive $600,000 per year.  The response was that this is certainly not an Armenian mindset.

My response: yes, it is a paradigm shift, that what we have is not ours to begin with.  We come into the world naked, and we leave naked (cf. Job 1:21; Ecc. 5:15).  I may live until I am 80 years old, I may live until I am 28—what matters is what I do during those years with what I have.  This, as you might imagine, made them (who are older than I) rather uncomfortable.

I went on to explain that the ultimate purpose of tithing really is not for the church’s benefit alone—though $600,000 would certainly aid any parish (and its ministries to the poor, the sick, the elderly?)—but for our own as well.  There is a lot of discussion about whether or not we ought to tithe as Christians (Abraham did it (Gen. 14:18), and it is in the Law (Lev. 27:30; Num. 18:26; Deut. 14:24; 2 Chron. 31:5)), if we should tithe our gross or net income, and other weird things which may or may not be important, but generally we do not discuss why we ought to tithe.  Tithing, in fact, is more to train us for something with which I think we all might struggle: what we have is not ours.  We are merely stewards of gifts which God gives us (cf. Ps. 24:1; 1 Cor. 4:7; Lk 19:11-27; Mt. 15:14-30; contrast with Acts 5:1-11).  If we consider even living is a gift, does it not follow that everything in this life is a gift?

What are we doing with that which Christ has entrusted to us?  In the parable of the minas (or pounds) in the Gospel according to St Luke, Jesus uses rather strong (and even violent) language, “But as for these enemies of mine, who did not want me to reign over them, bring them here and slay them before me” (Lk. 19:27).

To be honest, God does not want simply 10% of our income, but he wants all of us.

Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God—this is your spiritual act of worship.  Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.  (Rom 12:1f.)

We tip waiter/waitresses 15% (at least, hopefully) of what
they bring us, but do we give God 10% of what he gives us,
let alone 100%?

How much better off would our parishes (and their ministries?) be if I thought less like an Armenian and more like a Christian?  How much better would my life be if I realized that what I have is not mine, and actually lived that out?  How much do I, in all honesty, trust God?


My challenge to everyone who reads this: no matter what you make, decide on a percentage to give and try it for a year. (10% is a good start, but it could be 5%, or even 1%.)  See if you do not notice a change in your way of seeing your money, your possessions, your life.  My guess is it will not take nearly a year to see change.

Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked I will depart. (Job 1:21)

One of the multitude said to him, "Teacher, bid my brother divide the inheritance with me." But he said to him, "Man, who made me a judge or divider over you?" And he said to them, "Take heed, and beware of all covetousness; for a man's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions." And he told them a parable, saying, "The land of a rich man brought forth plentifully; and he thought to himself, 'What shall I do, for I have nowhere to store my crops?'And he said, 'I will do this: I will pull down my barns, and build larger ones; and there I will store all my grain and my goods. And I will say to my soul, Soul, you have ample goods laid up for many years; take your ease, eat, drink, be merry.' But God said to him, 'Fool! This night your soul is required of you; and the things you have prepared, whose will they be?' So is he who lays up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God." And he said to his disciples, "Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you shall eat, nor about your body, what you shall put on. For life is more than food, and the body more than clothing. the ravens: they neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds! (Lk. 12:13-24)

we are his little ones

We love, because he first loved us. (John 4:19)

I remember growing up, going to Sunday School, and singing "Jesus Loves Me". I know the words (By the way, check out the many other stanzas, they're really cool.), I repeated them countless times, yet often I forget that Jesus loves me. I just forget.

I think many are in the same situation. We want to feel loved, we want to feel important, we want to be cared for—and we are, I think we simply tend to consider the wrong sources. If we remember that God already loves us, we are important to him, and he cares for us, what more do we need from anyone else?

I want to be important in my job.
I want to do something meaningful with my life.
I want to effect positive change in the world.
I want to feel important within the life of the Church.
I want to have a voice.
(Are you with me? Do you feel the same way?)

These things do not really matter. Who do I think I am, really? I am important, I am cared for, I am loved. And so are you: you are important, you are cared for, you are loved.

You do not have to believe me, but read your Bible. The message is in there too. Pray, have some quiet time with God today. You do not even need to talk—just listen. It may be somewhat difficult at first, because in our society we are so used to talking and noise. Fight it; fight it with all you have. And if/when you realize that you cannot do it alone, pray that God give you that strength.

"I believe; help my unbelief!" (Mark 9:24)

In fact, read the whole passage of Mark 9:14-29. Get out your Bible, or read it here. Trust me, it is worth it.

Okay, so "Jesus loves me, this I know, for the Bible tells me so." Now what? We should (and I do not use this word very often) listen to what he tells us to do. He loves, so we are to love him and others (cf. Lk 10:27). When we do not want to love others (of course, this never happens (sarcasm)), let us remember that he loves us, and he loves them just as he loves us. Even if we do not like it, it is true. St Cyril of Alexandria said, "He stretched out His hands on the Cross, that He might embrace the ends of the world" (Catachetical Lecture 13.28). That means you and everyone else.

Now go out there and love!

He has showed you, O man, what is good; and what does the LORD require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God? (Micah 6:8)

hierarchy

Obey your leaders and submit to them; for they are keeping watch over your souls, as men who will have to give account. (Hebrews 13:17)

I have often heard criticisms regarding the hierarchy of the AC. Indeed they cannot make everyone happy, nor do I think that is (or ought to be) their aim. I only hope that they are concerned with our goodness more than our happiness (a lesson Ter Ktrij taught me regarding marriage).

I am not the Catholicos of all Armenians; I am not a bishop; I am not even a priest. Therefore I do not have their perspectives. I see certain things in a certain light because I am me, in my position. Why does the Catholicos not allow more English in the Patarag? I do not know--why not ask him? He has such a broad perspective on the state of the AC, as well as a particular vision for it. Whether or not we agree with him (or our bishops, for that matter) on certain issues, is irrelevant. 

Let every person be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted by God. Therefore he who resists the authorities resists what God has appointed, and those who resist will incur judgment. For rulers are not a terror to good conduct, but to bad. Would you have no fear of him who is in authority? Then do what is good, and you will receive his approval, for he is God's servant for your good. (Romans 13:1ff.)

I am sure that there are some times where their decisions may not be completely in line with God's will (they are, after all, merely human), but there is something to this whole obedience thing, something that teaches us humility. This humility which allows us to serve those above us on this earth translates, I believe, to one which allows us to serve the will of God.

hidden treasures

Then Jacob awoke from his sleep and said, "Surely the LORD is in this place; and I did not know it." And he was afraid, and said, "How awesome is this place! This is none other than the house of God, ad this is the gate of heaven."

-Genesis 28:16f.

Complaints

"The Divine Liturgy should be in English." 
"We need women deacons [/priests]."
"We need more priests."
"The priest gives boring sermons."
"Our parish membership is shrinking."
"The services are too long."
"I just don't understand what's going on."


How many times do we hear this complaints about the Armenian Church? How many times have we ourselves complained about these things? (I rarely hear: why are we not preaching the Gospel to non-Armenians, ministering more to the homeless, the sick, and the elderly?) The statements above (and there are many more I could have included) may or may not be true, or may be true to varying degrees, but what tends to happen are two things.


Responses


Firstly, the clergy may choose to address the issues head on, offering to have a study on the Liturgy, or a series of discussions on the subject. One priest's wife once explained to me how this complaint is expressed, then when the priest sets a time to have a class on it, the people say, "I can't make it then."


Then the priest offers to change the time. The parishioners  respond, "I don't have time."
"Then how will you learn?"
"It's just not relevant."
"It won't be relevant until you make time and learn about it."

We did not realize the immensity or density of the universe
 until recently. Each of the little boxes to the right are galaxies,
not stars. Most of what we see in the sky at night that appear
 as stars, are really galaxies full of billions of stars.
Awesome a little?

Does the issue really come down to the people not having time? Well, sort of. Would the issue be resolved if the language of the liturgy were changed to English (or the vernacular in general)? It would be a good step, but no. What about shortening the Liturgy? Sure, we have been adding on to it throughout the centuries, but we would need to do so responsibly.


Secondly, the clergy may choose to ignore that any issue exists. This type of denial manifests itself in different ways. Often we hear things that pertain to "tradition" or our "Armenianness", rarely (if ever?) do we hear arguments that are based on Scripture or on the Church as the Body of Christ. These responses may come up again in subsequent entries, but since, I think, many are all to familiar with them, we can just leave them to rest here.


Back to the First Principle


Our First Principle in what we do as Christians and as the Church ought to be Christ, for he is our First Principle, whether we recognize him as such or not. All to often, we miss the mark while trying to follow Christ. This is sin. (Amartia (ἁμαρτία) in Greek simply means missing the mark.) In all of these discussions, for us to be logical, we have to be of the Logos, and our focus must be on him, and him alone.

When I came to you, brethren, I did not come proclaiming to you the testimony of God in lofty words or wisdom. For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness and in much fear and trembling; and my speech and my message were not in plausible words of wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, that your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men but in the power of God. (1 Cor 2:1ff.)

My purpose in this blog shall never be to bash the the tradition of the Armenian Church, or her clergy, or her people, in any way. If I am critical, it is only because I care, for why would I criticize someone for whom I do not care? And I do not cease at verbalizing my criticism, but am attempting to dedicate my life to Christ through the Armenian Church. I deeply care for the Armenian Church, that is to say, her traditions (liturgy, sacraments, patrology, hymns) and her people, but let me be clear: I love Christ as much as I love his Body. 


Ultimately, all issues in the Church (not only in the Armenian variety, nor only in our time) stem from losing our focus. In other words, the perceived issues of language, priests, parish activity, length of the liturgy, are merely manifestations of a deeper problem: our lack of being Christocentric as a Church and as a people. This will be developed further as subsequent entries are posted.

Awake and do not rest, do not sleep like the foolish virgins! Praise God!

- St Nersess Shnorhali, found in the Night Service

The Armenian Church tradition is beautiful, unique, and powerful. Yet the beauty, uniqueness, and power has yet to be fully uncovered—so much remains hidden, either unknown, or unexpressed. She sleeps as a lion. The question is: do we dare to awake her?

O Timothy, guard what has been entrusted to you. Avoid the godless chatter and contradictions of what is falsely called knowledge, for by professing it some have missed the mark as regards the faith. Grace be with you. (1 Tim 6:20f.)